sorry i only date pokemon masters
ever wonder how different your life would be if that one thing never happened
so it’s been a year since whatever. and normally this would be when i post some mean comment about you. but im not going to do that this time. because there’s no reason for me to be mean. i probably shouldn’t even be posting about it, but every so often you pop into my mind so i feel like i should. even though we haven’t talked in a year. and all im going to say, is thank you. thank you for actually putting up with me for as long as you did even though i know i got really annoying. no one had ever done that before. we’re polar opposites and im surprised that you took the time to get to know me at all. but you taught me that even though we were nothing alike, we still managed to find a few things in common and look past our differences and become friends. i feel like it was almost always awkward between us, but despite that we talked almost every day and tried to ignore that awkwardness. i know a year ago, i was completely crushed that we just stopped talking, even as friends. but looking back at it now, i realize it was probably for the better. i cant really explain why, but internally i know it was a good thing. sure, i ruined a friendship with a really cool dude, but life happens, it’s whatever. i hope that maybe one day, our paths will cross again, and that we can rekindle that awkward friendship that we had. but until then, all there is to do is look back on this as a learning experience. that sometimes, even if it seems that things are finally working out and everything is falling into place, things can change in an instant. there’s nothing that can be done about it, and you just gotta live with it. ive realized this and accepted it. so thank you for everything and yeah.